When a woman loves a man, she gives herself up. There is nothing she could do to prove her love for him.
She will ignore her pride. She will become the most beautiful and even the funniest. She will laugh a lot, bite her lip and have soft hands.
She will do the best she can. She will be her support, her best friend and her lover – and God only knows what else.
But what is sad is when his efforts are not mutual. It becomes sad when she does her best and more, until she breaks down and he still does not respond.
The worst time for you will be when you start to regret. When she is gone, you will feel in your being the same things she felt while being with you.
Never again will you find someone who will treat you like she did.
She had an I don’t know what. She thought that the more we give to people, the more they will offer us in return. You have shown him otherwise.
You were his priority and the center of his world. It was all about you and what she could do for you. She knew all your anxieties – you let her see all of your demons and nevertheless, she decided to love you.
She chose your wounds and she chose to inject every ounce of her love into the wounds of your soul. But what did she receive in return?
She always believed in you.
No matter how many times you fell, she was always there to help you get up. She never let you give up your life or your dreams.
She always hoped to be the one you would choose and that is why she also believed in you two. He couldn’t get rid of that feeling that one day you would get there.
She thought you were going to give her the love she deserved but once again, you proved her wrong.
She will end up being tired.
There is a limit to what we can offer of ourselves to others. Once this limit is reached, one becomes toxic to oneself and to one’s environment.
It is for this reason that she will leave. She will be tired of giving constantly without ever receiving anything in return. And then she will leave.
At the start, you will not notice its absence.
Perhaps something will seem strange to you but you will not react. Because you are ignorant. You never paid attention to him.
But soon it will hit you right in the heart. And it will hit you hard.
You will soon realize what you had.
It will suddenly jump out at you.
Everything she did for you. All those moments when she offered you her heart on a silver platter, each hug, security, each of her tears will strike you in the heart.
Who will you rely on when times get tough? Who will speak to you until dawn?
But it will be too late.
It will kill you to see that she is doing very well without you.
As your brain idles, everything will turn brilliantly for it. She will have put her life back in order.
She will have started to realize her value and to appreciate herself. She will have learned to love herself as one day, she loved you.
But the moment that will hurt you the most will be the moment that she will continue to live. She will find someone worthy of her love.
She will find someone who will not silence her feelings, who will appreciate her, and every effort she makes for him.
And this is where the “what if” will appear.
You will have flashbacks of all the horrible things you did to him. You will wonder “what if I had done it differently”. You will wonder where you would be if you had not taken it for granted.
So if I were you, I would react before it was too late because once it is gone, it will be impossible to recover it.
