You came and you destroyed my life. In the end, I found myself with nothing, no one to turn to, not even myself.
I got lost because of you. You trapped me so much in your poison net that I didn’t even have time to notice.
Every time I put you before me, I lost a part of myself.
Whenever I decided that your needs were more important than mine, I would drop a part of myself.
Love is when you give others, but what to do when it becomes one -way and there is no end to it? Where is the limit?
In the end, I ended up completely exhausted and emptied. There was nothing left in me, just an empty shell.
I forgot who I was. This sudden realization made me think that I could never get over it.
You hadn’t even noticed that I had changed; It wasn’t the least of your worries and it wasn’t your concern.
As long as you could get something out of it, your attention was focused only on yourself.
But that changed from the moment I had nothing left to give you.
Suddenly, I became useless and replaceable in your eyes, and you pushed me aside.
You made me feel useless because I gave you the right to decide my worth. It was a lesson that cost me dearly.
I learned that I should never, but never, let someone else decide my worth.
When you start to see yourself through the eyes of those who don’t like you, you start to doubt yourself.
That is why we should all always make sure that we know our fair value even when others cannot.
Unfortunately, at the time, I didn’t know it, and I allowed myself to be broken without having a clue who I was.
I knew there was a time when I was determined, happy and full of life. I was spontaneous, always ready to change things. What happened to this girl?
My heart will have gotten me into a lot of trouble. It is not said that love is blind for no reason.
I don’t understand why I couldn’t see how controlling you were. I was so naive to think that you were the one I needed.
You never really loved me. You were just using me. It is not easy to admit it, but it is so and it is like that.
I’m done with the lies and I’m done with hiding the truth from others and especially from myself.
The only thing I’m really sure of right now is that I want to find myself no matter what.
I’m done being a victim and leaving it up to others to decide my fate. It’s time to turn a new page.
I want to rediscover my passion for life and all that it encompasses. I want to wake up and know exactly what to do.
And if I can’t find myself, then I’ll start creating a whole new me!
I’m learning to let myself feel all the things that I used to try to keep inside of me. All these feelings make me the person I have become today.
Holding back on feelings only causes more harm and prevents me from expressing my true self.
And if we can’t be completely true and entirely ours, then who are we?
I refuse to be manipulated and demeaned. I’m just going to be as I am.
No man can force me on the contrary, at least, not anymore.
No one can belittle you if you don’t allow them to.
Now I stop saying no to myself. I stop surrounding myself with people who belittle me.
I stop doubting my abilities, pumping myself out of negative thoughts and passing myself off last.
Instead, I begin to indulge in freedom and daring. I’m starting to build my way to happiness.
All these things that bothered me at home before, I welcome them with open arms now.
I give myself the opportunity to become what I am supposed to be. I give myself the chance to discover all my potential and everything I can do.
I missed the person who I was before so much but she is coming back and this time she knows her value.
She now knows what love really is and will never get lost in a relationship again.
She understood that she must never try to change the person who she is, for anyone, and no matter how much she can love this person.
She knows what she deserves and once she gets it, she will recognize it.
Somewhere, there is a man who is waiting for her and who will treat her properly and who will encourage her to stay as she is.
A man who will know that love is a mutual exchange of values, understanding and respect, and who will know how to appreciate his partner for what she is and as she is.
In the meantime, she is counting on herself – on this beautiful and compassionate woman who has chosen to love life despite everything.
And that is more than enough for him. I have learned my lesson and I am grateful that I can finally see things as they are.
There will always be someone who won’t recognize your value – but don’t be fooled like me, know how to recognize it and stop it while there is still time.
Don’t be fooled, you are worth much more than that.
