I’m the one who’s incredulous at all your lies. It is I who realize that I cannot hold on to the words you said when you were drunk and the emotions you felt when you were alone.
It is me who realize that your actions never corresponded to your words and that your feelings were never real.
It is me who admit that all this time I was lying because I did not want to lose you.
I’m the one who says goodbye to our relationship
I’m the one losing you.
I’m the one who erases your photos.
I’m the one who erases your messages.
I’m the one who forgets your words.
It is me who lose our friendship and who lose our love.
I’m the one losing you and I mean it this time.
It is I who live without ever thinking of coming back to you.
It is me who is honest with myself.
I will no longer defend you when someone tells you that you are horrible.
I will no longer see the best in you.
I will no longer put you on a pedestal and I will no longer protect you from their harsh criticism.
I’m the one who doesn’t want to see you come back.
I’m the one who abandons you forever.
It is I who make the decision that I should have made a long time ago.
I’m the one chasing you from my heart.
I’m the one who makes room for someone else.
Someone better than you.
Someone who knows what love is.
Someone who appreciates me.
Someone who is everything that you are not.
Someone who reminds me of the love I deserve.
It is Me who finally says goodbye.
Farewell to all the plans I had for us.
Farewell to the future I had imagined with you.
Farewell to all the places I wanted to take you to and all the things I wanted to share with you.
Goodbye to all the stories I wanted with you.
Farewell to everything that bears your name.
Goodbye to everything that reminds me of you.
I love myself.
It is finally me who realizes that I cannot love you and love me too.
It is Me who finally understand that you were the only person who prevented me from finding true love.
It is finally me who decides that I will no longer punish myself by loving you.
It is Me who let go of all the resentment and bitterness.
It is Me who realize that you are your greatest punishment.