I don’t know where you come from. Or why you came into my life. I don’t know why you changed everything. Or how.
But you did.
I don’t know why I was so lucky to know someone like you.
I don’t know what I did well to live this relationship …
Nor by what happy coincidence I was able to take the turn that guided me to you and your heart.
To a person so full of life, so full of love, even if sometimes you don’t see it at first glance.
Towards a person who must be lived, rather than cottaged, towards a person who must be loved, with love, rather than friendship.
But there is one thing I do know.
You are more than a lesson. You are more than just a phase. You are more than a passing love.
You’re that relationship that can’t just go away, easily, all of a sudden, like that.
Who owns us entirely.
You are that person who will not be forgotten.
Those to which we compare all our past, future, and present relationships.
You are Love with a capital L. The One who capsizes us, The One who upsets us.
The one we should all experience at least once in our life.
And trust me, I tried. Try to forget….
Trying to forget your name, your face, the light that danced in your eyes when you smiled.
But I can’t, because every time I remember you I want more, more of you, more of us, more of everything.
I don’t know what the future will bring us. I don’t know if you will still be by my side in 2 or 3 years.
But I knew one thing is when I met you I knew maybe it wouldn’t work I knew maybe I would end up hating you for not being there anymore, I knew there were hundreds of reasons why it might not work, but I also knew I would take the chance to try, 1 million times rather than once.
Because what I felt for you was foreign to me, unknown, it was like it was the first time that I loved, the first time that I let myself go with someone, the first time that I saw really, the first time I found a person who loved me without judging me, who loved me for me, nothing less, but who saw so much more.
I knew that our love was not the one that you find on every street corner, that it was the one that everyone is looking for, and that few people find.
I still don’t know why you came into my life and I’m trying to rationalize how I feel about you, but love can’t be explained, it is lived.
Because the true love that falls on us without warning, because true love cannot be found, cannot be sought, because true love is the one who comes our way.