Things look really different this time around.
The story is not new, but we both have a habit of never finishing what we started.
But this time, I hope you will take the time to read each of the lines, and that you will pay attention to each word, even those between the lines.
Because this time I decided to be an open book for you.
If you really want me, come get it for me.
Walk through my door, because this time you know I’m ready.
Not just for the kisses that intoxicate us, but for the way I feel when I’m with you.
And although some of the answers are still unclear, something tells me that I am inspiring something different in you.
I don’t claim to know the intricacies of your mind or your heart, I will get to know them when you want to.
And this time around, I don’t want to rush you, nor the endless amount of time we could spend passionately working on the different endings of a love story, which we didn’t think we could re-read.
I trust you enough to let me drive.
Sometimes I need to feel like I’m leading, and for some reason, you take the reins like no one else.
It is for this reason that this time, I leave it to you.
Even though this time around I have no conclusion at the end of this story, I know what questions I want to ask.
So even if I want you, I’m not going to run after you.
If you decide you want me, that you really want to see what can develop in the most unlikely of places, then I trust you to pick the right time.
Although I can be a force to be reckoned with, I am more than that when I’m with you.
It is because of my strength that I need someone, this is another thing that I have learned.
I need a man sometimes not because I need to know what to do, but because I need a man strong enough to know that I don’t really want to be that great.
I no longer want to lead.
I want to know that I don’t have to be in the lead role to make a difference in this world.
I learned that I shine so bright by being still, with tears streaming down my cheeks. I can just be myself and that is more than enough.
And while that might change from day to day, I can still roar at times, but most of the time I’ll just purr.
So if you want me, come get me
My eyes will always tell you the truth, even if you don’t always want to hear it, because this time I am just myself.
Although I may be full of contradictions, this is the person I really am.
And I know myself well enough to know that if someone really wants me, they’ll come and get me.
And, maybe you don’t really want me, maybe this is all just a game that I just haven’t learned a lesson from before.
But, maybe I don’t, I want to be judged for who I am now and not for the one who can’t look at herself in the mirror, so I have to trust her. man you have become.
I have to trust your words and the language of your eyes and your hands.
So this time, if you really want to be with me, come get me.