I needed you to take me in your arms and tell me that everything will be fine.
I needed you to love me because I didn’t know how to love myself.
I needed you to be there, to make me feel safe. You are the one who will make me stay.
I needed you to kiss me, make love to me. I needed you, even when I said the opposite. I just needed you. Only from you.
Instead, I pushed you away. I was afraid of your love. I was afraid I couldn’t make you happy. I was afraid of what you meant to me.
You knew me better than anyone. You knew all my fears, my strengths and my faults. And yet you loved me, even more, every day. You knew I might run away. You knew it. But you stayed.